Clark Kent (
stands_for_hope) wrote2015-05-26 08:10 pm
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The Double K Farm for At Risk Youth - How it Starts
It had been a hard year for the Kents.
The loss of a father, a husband, had hollowed out mother and son, though thankfully they'd managed to make due on the farm between the both of them. But that was just the financial parts. The farm felt empty without Jonathon Kent, their home felt empty, and Clark...
Clark was so angry with everyone, with everything. It wasn't fair.
He could do so many things, so many things, but he hadn't been able to do anything when his father's heart had given out. He hadn't been able to do anything when Jonathon Kent had dropped dead in a field while Clark was at school. He'd just been there to get pulled into the office, take the phonecall from his mother.
It was doubly hard to go through his days now. Before, there'd been a bit of a barrier between the people who liked to tease him; Jonathon Kent had been respected and folks had looked out for Clark because of it. They still looked for him, but now it was more about sympathy and less of a willingness to put themselves between him and trouble.
That's why he was here. Twelve years old, pushed against a chain link fence, holding onto the fence pole for their sake as much as his own. Anger boiled up inside him, anger enough to make his eyes start to lighten to red, anger enough to make him want to do things he couldn't do, shouldn't do. Because people were mean and cruel and they picked on weakness like a pack of jackals, even if the weakness was feigned.
I can't do it. I can't hurt anyone.
It was like a screen door trying to hold back a tidal wave. He was shaking and his eyes were so hot. He just hoped he could hold on long enough for them to get bored. Long enough for someone to wander by. He just had to hold on.
The loss of a father, a husband, had hollowed out mother and son, though thankfully they'd managed to make due on the farm between the both of them. But that was just the financial parts. The farm felt empty without Jonathon Kent, their home felt empty, and Clark...
Clark was so angry with everyone, with everything. It wasn't fair.
He could do so many things, so many things, but he hadn't been able to do anything when his father's heart had given out. He hadn't been able to do anything when Jonathon Kent had dropped dead in a field while Clark was at school. He'd just been there to get pulled into the office, take the phonecall from his mother.
It was doubly hard to go through his days now. Before, there'd been a bit of a barrier between the people who liked to tease him; Jonathon Kent had been respected and folks had looked out for Clark because of it. They still looked for him, but now it was more about sympathy and less of a willingness to put themselves between him and trouble.
That's why he was here. Twelve years old, pushed against a chain link fence, holding onto the fence pole for their sake as much as his own. Anger boiled up inside him, anger enough to make his eyes start to lighten to red, anger enough to make him want to do things he couldn't do, shouldn't do. Because people were mean and cruel and they picked on weakness like a pack of jackals, even if the weakness was feigned.
I can't do it. I can't hurt anyone.
It was like a screen door trying to hold back a tidal wave. He was shaking and his eyes were so hot. He just hoped he could hold on long enough for them to get bored. Long enough for someone to wander by. He just had to hold on.
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"You two take care of yourselves and make sure you've got room in your bellies for a good meal. For now, I've got some grocery shopping to do and a bit of cooking to get done."
She pulled back and tilted her head towards the truck.
"You remember the way, don't you?"
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Mike gave her a wave, having finally loosened up, and, after Michael patted his shoulder, giving permission, he ran off to head upstairs again.
Michael was more slow to get back to work, full of good feelings at knowing he was going to have someone to talk to. Someone in the same situation. But he did make up his mind to pick up a nice, casual bouquet before they went. Something that said friendship.
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"Mom?"
Martha leaned out of the kitchen and gave her boys a smile.
"Hey! We're going to have some extra company tonight. An old friend just moved in with his son and the boys even your age. Mike seems like a sweet boy so I hope you get along with him. His father's an old friend who helped your grandpa out a few years back."
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And he was sure Clark would want to know what he'd noticed. Because he was pretty sure Steve already had.
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Clark looked over at Bucky as they trotted out the door to start doing their chores.
"We don't usually have guests," Clark said as they trotted out towards the barn. And if the kid was new, associating with their little crew was... less social suicide than it'd been a few months ago, but still not good. Bucky had done something of a number on his social status, though there was no such thing as miracles when it came to the Smallville social cliques. He was just less of a pariah.
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He hoped he was right. He hoped that this was someone who could bring the same kind of happiness and light to her that Steve had to him. And he hoped that it wasn't too soon for anyone. That could shoot it down.
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"You think she's... she's interested in the guy comin' over?"
A little part of him was upset about that. After all, what about his father? What about Jonathan Kent? But the bigger part, the more important part, saw how she'd been lit up inside while she was cooking... and he hadn't seen that for almost two years. If someone made his mother happy, then... he'd be happy for her. He loved her too much to want her to be lonely.
...the guy had just better be amazing or he'd snap him in half and make him sorry he'd ever looked at his mother.
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And his expression eased to something... cautiously hopeful.
"Your mom knew I wasn't as bad as everybody else thought I was right off. I think she's pretty good at seeing how people are."
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"And... hey. Maybe we'll... get a new friend. If he's nice, maybe his son'll be nice."
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Inside, Steve was helping to chop vegetables with great intensity before tossing them into the tray for the pair of chickens they'd be roasting. Martha had already done up a tray of mac and cheese for Clark and everyone else to enjoy with their chicken so it was just a matter of handling the bird for the moment. Once Steve got that done with her, he gestured to the blouse and nodded firmly before heading out to join Bucky.
"...dinner's gonna be really good. She's super excited. This guy better not be a jerk."
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And not a lot of people did. Like Miss Sullivan. He didn't really blame her, but as soon as people found out he was from the Saint Mary's Home for Boys in the Arms of God, he tended to be immediately discounted. He'd gotten used to it.
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He leaned away to avoid Bucky's dusting since it'd send him into a coughing fit.
"It sounds like his son might have been in trouble too. She mentioned the guy stopped his ex from sending him off to military school, so..." Steve shrugged. "Apparently way back, he helped save Mrs. Kent's father's farm due to some water thieves."
He tipped his head towards the fields.
"How's Clark about it?"
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But he understood the hesitance across the board. Aunt Martha had become important to all of their lives - and he was just as protective as Clark. If anything happened to Aunt Martha, he was back to the barn.
"We'll keep our hopes up. Expect the good stuff, but keep an eye out for the bad."
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But he wasn't going to write off the idea that Aunt Martha might decide that this guy was worth more than that. And that was her choice. Bucky just hoped they all liked him.
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No, he was the kind of person who looked at it all like it was up to him to take care of everyone. He always had been. To think of someone taking care of him was still new.
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"That's cause you always think you have to take care of everything," he pointed out with a smirk before tucking in for a quick hug and skittering off to start sweeping another portion of the barn.
There wasn't much more said about it until Martha's voice rang outside the back kitchen door around 5:30, calling the boys in to wash up.
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Bucky took the chance to change clothes. Clean pants, a clean shirt - he wanted to make a good impression. And when he'd done that, he started dusting Steve off along with him. "We're gonna have to start keeping some spare clothes for you here."
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Steve tilted his head towards Clark and gave Bucky a definite look. All words aside, it seemed like Clark was still nervous.
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He squeezed Clark's shoulders - right as a car was pulling up at the end of the driveway. A car that didn't look to be suited to a farm in the least.
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Steve sighed over at Bucky.
"Just let him get his bearings. He's still pretty touchy about his dad."
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The car coming up the driveway had a very unique-sounding engine, probably unlike anything they'd ever heard before, with its low, powerful V8 rumble and a higher pitched whine. Even though it was a low-slung black car, it handled the driveway fine, and none of the gravel dust seemed to settle on it, despite how it always kicked up.
It was backed carefully into the garage, and at last, out climbed two people. One was tall and lanky, and the other was well on the way to being the same. Both of them leaned into the car's back floorboard to pick up a few things - it looked like they hadn't come empty-handed.
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And... blushed, just a little before looking him up and down. Clark swallowed.
"Hello," he said quietly, looking between the strangers and his mother before turning back to the strangers.
"Come on in. Ma's still finishing up dinner."
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