for knightbynight: For now and hereafter...

[stands_for_hope]

[some time after the events here]

Superman and Batman were partners in more than a work sense. Bruce Wayne and Clark Kent were an adorable (if mildly ridiculous) couple. Kal-El of Krypton and a man who defied any definition outside of the single letter 'B' made time on weekends, worked around world crises and teenage tempers, and occasionally fell into bed together when the stars aligned. Thankfully, they aligned relatively often.

Wayne Manor received a delivery of organic produce and baked goods once a week from a small, independent farm in the heartland. Lois Lane was a little less likely to agree with snide comments about the uselessness of Bruce Wayne, especially after seeing the utter madness that was Clark's desk after a few weeks. The texting habits of a certain blond teenager in Kansas rose sharply... and in parallel to that of a certain former street punk in Gotham.

Life was... well, it was good, even if it was also Life. Until it wasn't. Until everything changed.

They all had enemies, of course. But the problem with Superman's enemies was that they were coherent enough to decide to team up. And crazy enough to use the kind of weaponry that could make whole cars just vaporize into nothing.

Crazy enough to point that weapon at a somewhat-pinned Batman and a Wonder Woman who was digging him out from the rock. Crazy enough to point that weapon at Batman.

Bruce.

B.

Clark didn't even make the choice. His heart made it for him. The beam shot out of the Toyman's mechanical monstrosity and Clark flew, the pain of the beam itself nothing on the fact that he was leaving Bruce behind. That his vision of them as old men together would never happen. That he was leaving behind a world that needed him.

The guilt that, if it meant saving them, saving him, he didn't regret a thing.

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[stands_for_hope]

Not to mention Kara.

"Have you mentioned--" he breathed in deep before looking out of the lift and out into the manor. "Have they heard I'm alive again? I'd... rather no one think I'm a ghost."

He tugged on the beard again.

"A scruffy ghost."

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"When would I have mentioned anything to them?" Bruce asked, dryly. "I left you, I came to the cave, and you followed. I've been with you since. They'll figure it out when I tell them or when they see it on the news. We're getting you into the sun, first."

He didn't care if they thought Clark was a ghost. Which meant that, at least, the moment those lift doors rolled back Bruce was walking out and headed straight for yet another set of stairs, to get them out and up.

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"I never question what you're capable of, Bruce," and his words were completely earnest. Clark wasn't arguing. He just followed along, walking carefully to keep the towel in place. He could stand being a scruffy ghost, but a scruffy ghost flasher was a little past where he wanted to go with people he was going to live with for at least a while.

"Any idea where you're going to be putting me?"

[knightbynight]

"Alfred's had a room across the hall from mine made up for weeks." Which was where he was putting Clark. Not that he wouldn't welcome Clark into his bed and his room but Alfred knew Bruce well enough to know that he had limits to togetherness, no matter how much he loved someone. "And not far from Jason's."

Basically, it was the family wing.

He kept walking, keeping an eye on Clark and just narrowly not keeping a hand on him as they went up, and up, and up, toward being able to open that final door and into the dawn.

[stands_for_hope]

He couldn't help a smile at that.

"One day we'll figure out how to tap into whatever strange psychic power Alfred and my mother use. Thankfully, they use their powers for good."

But his eyes, to be fair, were on the door in front of them. Clark wouldn't hesitate once they reached it, more for Bruce's sake than for his. As soon as the door was open, he'd be in the sunlight.

"I've... got a couple of spots on my hips. Will it be a problem to, er--"

Remove the towel once they're outside?

[knightbynight]

"You're on the roof on private property. If Anyone spots you naked up here, they deserve what they get. " That included Jason. Mostly, Bruce didn't think anyone was going to bother him. They weren't even going to see him: Wayne Manor was very private property, even when it wasn't the crack of dawn.

He went outside, himself, hand touching Clark lightly between the shoulder blades. "Just heal."

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Clark nodded and closed his eyes as he walked out into the light... and watching it was almost like a miracle. The sunlight kissed his skin, finding the places where he'd been wounded, where he'd healed poorly, and it almost looked as if the sunlight pooled there as the scars disappeared. He let the towel slip away into one hand, the sun having smoothed the lines of raised flesh there already. Now the sun found his hips as he turned, sunlight flowing over and around him, across his shoulders to wash away the dark shining lines of old wounds. By the time he'd finished a slow turn, his skin was once more flawless and everything looked... better.

His skin once more held a faint golden glow as if he was lit from within, his hair no longer scraggly and limp but dark and full. He spread his arms and lifted up on his toes, then just a little higher, before breathing out slowly and reaching over to start slipping the towel back on.

He breathed in deep, filling up his chest for a moment before exhaling out into the sky and turning to Bruce.

"Better?"

He certainly felt better.

[knightbynight]

It was like watching a miracle. Not because what Clark could do with sunlight was miraculous, but because it was watching Clark return to being fully, truly, completely himself. Human perfection and in that completely alien.

Bruce loved it, though that only showed with a slight smile on his face.

He found himself wondering, just a bit, at the hypocrisy of demanding Clark do this and his discomfort at the thought of Clark being hurt and scarred when that was what Bruce was, ever day of his life. Except, really, that was who Bruce was and very definitely not who Clark was meant to be.

"Better," he agreed, tiny smile still playing around the edges of his mouth. "Much more you - and I think the beard can stay for a bit, though you might want to tame the hair." It was said dryly, but accompanied by him padding on bare feet across the rooftop to stand behind Clark.

[stands_for_hope]

"The hair is getting cut," he said somewhat finally before turning to Bruce. He looked better, and the sun was still soaking into him, handling the parts that hadn't been immediately visible. A bone that'd healed oddly, a bit of damage to an eardrum...

He rolled his shoulders, flexed his back and arms in the light, then finally let himself relax onto flat feet.

"I'm assuming the bathroom nearby has a few mirrors I can use?"

[knightbynight]

"All the bathrooms have mirrors you can use, when we go back inside. For now-" Bruce sat down, slowly, and then looked pointedly up at Clark. "Sit and enjoy the sunrise, Kal."

[stands_for_hope]

He looked over at Bruce for a moment before slowly lowering himself to sit. Then he reached up a hand for Bruce.

"Enjoy it with me?"

[knightbynight]

He took the hand and folded one leg under himself, beside Clark. "I wouldn't have asked you to, if I wasn't going to." He leaned, just a bit, against Clark's shoulder. He was silent for a bit, just watching the blaze of color fade from the sky and be replaced with clear blue. "That's a reason for you to have your own room. I'd turn you nocturnal within a week."

Inane, given the strength of his feeling and all that had happened but reassuring (to him, at least) for that.

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Clark breathed that much easier as Bruce leaned against his arm and leaned back, just a little. It was... comfortable.

"Oh no," he pointed out with a little grin, "half the fun in sleeping in your bed is being awake to watch you fight the morning sunlight like a wasted college student."

[knightbynight]

"I'm not usually asleep when the sun comes up," he said, smiling a little.

Was he comfortable? Not entirely. Clark had been gone too long for him to be completely comfortable. Of course, the lack of comfort was largely in the sense that he wasn't taking Clark's presence for granted.

"I fight it less when I've gone to sleep in it to start with."

He rested, ever so slightly, more heavily against Clark just so he could feel more of him. He was going to stop chatting about things that didn't matter soon. Probably.

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"It's cute," Clark said, and it almost might have seemed like the kind of slip you'd make after being alone for a long time, after weeks of talking to yourself with no one to complain, but there was just the tiniest impish curl to his lips...

"I think, baring something catastrophic, Superman's public return to Metropolis is going to need to wait a few days. I'm a bit too twitchy to be brandishing heat vision around civilians quite yet."

[knightbynight]

"Take your time. The League can keep handling Metropolis." They were certainly prepared to do it when they assumed Clark was dead. "I'll make Bruce Wayne disappear to join Clark Kent in some public way and we can take some time to let you unwind and come back to yourself."

He was prepared to take care of Clark, yes, enough so to even let being called cute slide.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

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He glanced over at Bruce, faintly amused and still just a bit tired, before shrugging and returning his gaze to the sunrise.

"There's not much to talk about. I was in a post-apocalyptic future under a red sun. I spent a few weeks cold, hungry, tired, and away from everyone and everything I care about, hoping that I could get help once I reached the Watchtower. I got help. I came home. There's nothing..." he licked his lips, pressed them together hard. "There's nothing to do about it. There's not much to discuss. I'm home now. Problem fixed."

But his eyes were just a bit distant as he looked out from the manor.

[knightbynight]

Bruce thought about pushing.

Then he thought about the number of things Clark didn't push him about.

So he left it alone.

Mostly.

"If you change your mind, you know where I am."

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"I would ask," he added, his voice just a little rushed after Bruce made his offer, "and you should should probably tell Alfred and Jason the same..." he breathed in "I would ask-- no sudden movements. Just for a few days. I haven't... settled yet."

And it was clear enough that it wasn't that he was looking for the words, but that he was looking for the most delicate words. The ones that sounded best.

"I don't want to hurt anyone."

[knightbynight]

Another time, Bruce might have made light of it while agreeing. Some snarky remark about not wanting to hurt anyone who didn't want to be hurt, or - just something. This wasn't the time or place so he didn't.

"I think it will take you a bit longer than a few days to completely recover, but I'll make sure they know to be careful."

He didn't think Clark would ever entirely recover. There was something fundamental about Clark's trust in himself and those around him that had been shattered. Yes, Clark had faced danger that could end his life before, but that wasn't the same. It wasn't even close to the same.

[stands_for_hope]

He swayed a little, something very like a shrug but not quite. And he still wouldn't look over at Bruce. Not quite.

"I need the couple of days to adjust to my strength again," he explained, his voice mild, matter-of-fact. "Get my control straightened out. The awareness will take longer, but the priority is to make sure I don't accidentally send someone through a wall or cave in someone's skull."

[knightbynight]

"Everyone here has the awareness and sense to use reasonable caution, and there's enough room here for you to have as much or little space as you want." They were used to him, and while not the same he did require some reasonable caution, above and beyond a normal person. They could extend that for Clark.

"Why are you avoiding looking at me?"

[stands_for_hope]

He breathed in a little and there was the faintest shudder to his breath. Now that he was healed, now that he was in the sun, that he was home with Bruce. He was all better. He should be all better. But--

"Because seeing my scars hurts you," he admitted quietly, "and I promised myself when this all started that I wouldn't lie to you."

And I'm not all better. I don't remember how to be that way yet.

[knightbynight]

Bruce gave a slight shrug, that looked careless and casual but wasn't really. More like calculated to be casual.

"You manage to survive being in my presence. I suspect I can manage the same for you." He was very, very fair in most things, if almost never to himself.

He wasn't talking about physical scars. Nor was he talking about things that had happened before Clark knew him and were just part of who he had always been.

"I am not the general public, Kal. I don't need you to be untouchable and perfect."

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He didn't say anything for a moment, breathing in and out with increasing depth and increasing difficulty as he felt more and more choked. He closed his eyes, trying to find his calm. Couldn't. Not quite. Instead, he went towards his tired. He had plenty of that. It would serve for the time being.

"I just don't want to hurt you anymore right now," and the words came out rough, "I hurt everyone. So much."

He sucked in a breath and looked over at Bruce, his eyes wet.

"Ma's like me. Or I'm like her. I could feel her holding fast, keeping herself from crying on the phone. And you... I know why you were angry. And I know--" the words were cut off. He tried again. "I don't regret what I did, but that doesn't mean I don't feel like garbage for putting everyone through that. Putting you through that."