His hand was tight against Steve's back like he never had held on to a woman's, trusting Steve's strength. There was still some worry that he'd wake up and not know where Steve had gone. Or, worse, that he'd wake up to find Steve gone cold against him, no longer breathing, heart beating its hiccuping beat. "No more disappearing," he gasped against Steve's lips when he finally had to breathe again. "For either of us."